You're Gone..:'(

oke,saat ini gue lagi tergila-gila sama lagunya kak avril lavigne *sok kenal kan ras..=P
yang mana ras? yang itu lho, When youre gone...
kok jadi suka lagu ini? yang pasti buka gara2 oca *baca ini cas!! tapi emang ni lagu lagu tepat banget sama sikon gue sekarang...
yang mana sih lagunya? -__-'a Norak dasar...nih deh gue kasih buat lo...

When you're Gone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you...

dedicated to my gaaru...i miss you so much boy :'(

I'm Crazy Because This Song

this is song from Shania twain...
"FROM THIS MOMENT"
My Lord,this song really2 amazing...
i love it..
i love it..
dalem banget maknanya...=')
walopun ini sebenernya lagu lama dan buat orang yang mau nikahan..jadi rada2 lebay gitu..
tapi,,,gue tetep suka lagu ini..suka bgt..=)

"From This Moment On"

(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

keren banget kan,,beuh bgt maknanya...
hiks...hiks...setiap denger lagu ini,pasti kepikirannya dia...
wkwkwkwkwk...
hah, stop it...
mulai deh berhayal yg macem2 gue...=P

pokoknya this song is the best love song i ever hear...

i"m listening to...

To Make You Feel My LOVE

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
There's no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms of rage are rolling wild and free
Down that highway of regret
The wind of change is blowing wild and free
But you aint seen nothing like me yet

There aint nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the end of the earth for you
Make you happy make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

You're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Be my lady

Since i’ve known you babe
You were a light for me
But there’s no yours sincerely
Build me a world to believe

But still there’s a doubt
in you for loving me
Though deep down inside
You see what’s in me

Be my lady be the one
and great things will come to our heart
you’re my lady you’re my one
give me chance to show you love

dedicated to: maybe "bebek" =), there"s no garu..

O iya...

daripada gue g ngepost apa2 mending gue postin cerpen yang bikin gue masuk CCW aja ya..=p
ENJOY IT!

PATAH HATI

“kar, ada yang mau gue omongin” kata Rachel seraya menggenggam tanganku

“ada apa hel?” tanyaku “kar, gue sama poska,,,” kata Rachel tertahan “kenapa lo sama poska?” tanyaku penasaran “gue sama poska,, ehm,,gue sama poska jadian kar” kata Rachel kemudian

Aku terdiam sejenak “wah bagus dong. selamet ya hel, gue ikut seneng” sahutku kemudian

“lo nggak marah kan kar? Lo nggak kenapa-kenapa kan kar?” Tanya rachel cemas “nggak lah, tenang aja” jawabku sambil terseyum tertahan “ehm, gue duluan ya hel, mau ke toilet bentar, gue kebelet dari tadi, hehehe..” tambahku

“oh oke, makasih ya kar, gue lega dah bisa bilang sama lo, lo emang temen paling baik, nanti pulang sama-sama ya kar,gue tunggu di gerbang sekolah” teriak Rachel dari kejauhan

Tapi aku tidak mendengarkan, yang aku tahu saat itu aku hanya berlari dan berusaha menahan airmataku supaya tidak terjatuh, tetapi sepertinya sia-sia, dengan sekejap airmataku tumpah membahasi pipiku. Aku patah hati.

YY

Aku, rachel dan poska sudah bersahabat sejak TK. Rumah kami berdekatan. Kami bertiga telah melewati berbagai peristiwa bersama.,baik suka maupun duka. Kami saling berbagi.saling peduli,saling menjaga,saling menghibur dan saling melengkapi satu sama lain. Saat kami sampai di tingkat SMP pun, semua itu tetap bertahan. Kami masih sering bercanda,mengobrol, bercerita, bertukar pikiran satu sama lain. Dan akhirnya aku merasa perasaanku berubah terhadap poska, aku suka padanya. Dan akupun berharap perasaannya kepadaku sama seperti perasaanku padanya, aku kemudian bercerita tentang perasaanku ini kepada Rachel, Rachel sangat mendukungku, Iia sering mendekatkan aku dengan poska, perasaan sayang itu kemudian membuatku buta oleh keadaan sekelilingku, cukup banyak cowok yang menembakku, tapi semua aku tolak, itu semua hanya untuk penantianku pada poska, aku hanya bisa berdoa supaya harapanku dapat terkabul, tapi ternyata semua itu tidak terjadi sesuai keinginanku, saat kelas 8 poska bilang dia menyukai lita, teman sekelasku. Rachel dan aku kaget mendengarnya, seketika perasaanku hancur saat itu, rachel hanya dapat menenanganku, tapi aku bersama-sama dengan rachel tetap mendukung poska dengan ikut mendekatkannya kepada lita, menurutku lebih baik mempertahankan persahabatan kami ber-3 daripada mementingkan perasaanku, aku pun telah berjanji pada Rachel saat itu ” hel gue janji gue nggak bakal suka sama poska lagi”. Untuk sejenak aku dapat melupakannya, sampai akhirnya poska putus dengan lita. Perasaan itu kembali muncul sampai sekarang. Aku berharap masih ada kesempatan. Tapi takdir berkata lain tak di sangka ternyata selama ini rachel juga menyukai poska, dan poska pun menyukai rachel, aku tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa, “lebih baik mengorbankan perasaan daripada persahabatan” pikirku. Aku harusnya ikut senang melihat mereka berdua. “Mungkin memang beginilah seharusnya.” pikirku kembali.

YY

“Kriiiiiiing” bel pulang pun berbunyi. Siswa-siswa SMP tunas bakti pun berhamburan ke luar. Hawa panas yang menyengat menbuat semua siswa ingin cepat-cepat pulang. Aku pun berjalan menuju gerbang sekolah. Tetapi Langkahku terhenti. Perasaanku mendadak sakit. Lewat mataku aku melihat poska dan rachel yang sedang mengobrol dengan akrabnya.“aku harus kuat” pikirku. Dengan tampang ceria aku mendekati mereka ”cieeee,berduaan ni ye, pacaran sih..hehehe,,ngomong-ngomong udah lama nunggu ya” kataku. “ah, nggak kok baru sebentar” jawab poska. Suaranya yang lembut membuatku ciut. “oh,,ehm,,oke ehm,,ayo langsung pulang,panas nih” jawabku kaku. “ayo,,ayo,,gue juga kepanasan nih” sahut rachel. Aku melihat Poska menggandeng tangan rachel, aku terdiam melihatnya, aku membiarkan mereka berjalan duluan, ingin rasanya saat itu jujur pada poska tentang perasaanku padaku,tentang pengorbanan perasaanku selama ini, tetapi tidak mungkin dan tidak akan pernah kulakukan buatku persahabatan kami bertiga lebih berarti dibandingkan perasaanku. Aku pun lari menyusul mereka dan membiarkan perasaanku melayang entah kemana.

Kartini days...

Ibu kita Kartini
Putri sejati
Putri Indonesia
Harum namanya

Ibu kita Kartini
Pendekar bangsa
Pendekar kaumnya
Untuk merdeka

Wahai ibu kita Kartini
Putri yang mulia
Sungguh besar cita-citanya
Bagi Indonesia

Ibu kita Kartini
Putri jauhari
Putri yang berjasa
Se Indonesia

Ibu kita Kartini
Putri yang suci
Putri yang merdeka
Cita-citanya

Wahai ibu kita Kartini
Putri yang mulia
Sungguh besar cita-citanya
Bagi Indonesia

Ibu kita Kartini
Pendekar bangsa
Pendeka kaum ibu
Se-Indonesia

Ibu kita Kartini
Penyuluh budi
Penyuluh bangsanya
Karena cintanya

Wahai ibu kita Kartini
Putri yang mulia
Sungguh besar cita-citanya
Bagi Indonesia

udah lama gue g nyanyiin lagu di atas pake baju adat..terus konvoi sama2 temen2 yng pake baju adat lainnya..hihi.. jaman gue tk kali ya itu..hahaha...tapi kalo ada gue mau tuh ikutan,menghormati hari kartini sekalian mengenang masa kecil..

tahun ini di sekolah g ada event apa2 buat ngerayain hari kartini..sepi siiih,tapi mo gmna lagi..emg sekolah g menjdwalkan kartinian bareng2 satu sekolah..hahaha..lagian hari ini ada up..wuuu,g asik..tapi yasudahalah..

yang penting kita masih bisa memaknai hari kartini itu sendiri...

HIDUP R.A KARTINI !!

HIDUP EMANSIPASI WANITA!!

Mood sudah kembali..

gue nggak jadi tidur deh...
hehe...
gue pengen nulis aja..
mungkin gue nulis tentang pengalaman gue slama di SMP aja ya...
oke,lets starting now..

hem bingung mo mulai dari mana..
mungkin dari MOS,beeeuh dulu gue ngerasa looser banget,penampilan cupu,g keren,g ada perubahan muka dari pas SD,paling tinggi badan yg berubah...
padahal temen2 gue pada berubah lho..
ckckckck...
rasanya pen balik ke kelas 6 sama temen2 anktn 12 dulu..
hari pertama gue ketemu sama temen2 baru, kaku bgt pas waktu itu...
tmen gue cuma empin...(yang emg dari dulu sohiban)
pokoknya suram bgt deh..
o iya,terus gue inget dulu putri (yg sekarang jadi temen baik gue) anak pindahan dari harbun...
pas itu gue baru dateng terus masuk ke kelas MOS,terus dia nyamperin gitu, ngajak kenalan...

Put:hai salam kenal (senyum)
Ras:hai juga (dengan tampang kaget)
put:aku putri echta (masih senyum)
ras: gue raras (makin pasang bloon + kaku)
put:raras doang (sambil pasang tampang heran)
ras:engga sih ada lagi (makin goblok)

hahaha..
kira2 gitulah dialognya..
masih banyak temen2 baru yang kadang2 bikin gue ngerasa aneh,grogi gimana gitu sebutlah si shandy (pertama ni org cakep,tapi stelah tau aslinya,mundur deh),bernard(no comment),jelica (rock and roll bgt), oca (yang gue kira anak titi dj,sumpah suram bgt),terus ada merlyn yang tampangnya jutek bgt (sekarang sih amit2),pokoknya masih banyak deh..

masa MOS lewat, masuk ke pembagian ada pembagian kelas
gue ternyata masuk kelas 7 y,asli asing bgt gue disini..
tapi setelah lama kenal ternyata asiiiiik bgd pake d..hehehe..
wali kelas kita bu lasma..she is a funny and carring teacher..really..
di kelas ini 10 bersodra terbentuk (ada gue meidy empin merlyn jelica novy artha putri gabby ma oca)
pokoknya aneh deh,yg tadinya nggak kenal sama sekali,malah bisa jadi kompak sampe sekarang..
di kelas 7 gue igt kita mulai suka2an sampe jdian2,ma lawan jenis pastinya..haha..pokoknya love in the air deh..
hem,buat gue g ngaruh sih...di kelas 7 mungkin malah menjadi pertama kalinya gue bener2 sakit hati..
hahaha,lucu klo di inget2..
o iya terus igt bgt dulu jamannya beljar biologi,ngapalin nama2 latin pake lagu rap,terus valentine pertama di SMP,adegan tembak2an masih nempel di otk ampe sekarang..
wkwkwkwk...
terus pas ke karbol sama2,uugh,mau lagi....
pas gosip sama2..
ckckckck,rapat 10 bsd pertama yg sampe nagis2..
aduh duh klo di inget lucu...
o iya pas di kelas 7 ini gue pertama x-nya juga ketemu ma yakob ank pindahan dari siantar yang ahrnya deket sama gue ma novy di kelas 8..
hihihi..lucu deh..
ada juga CKC...kepanjangan dari chicken kopet comunity..
wkwkwkwk,seigt gue nih dulu pak batu guru mat kita gedeg bgt sama CKC,soalnya bndel2 anknya,mana sempet pak batu di ajak gabung..
haha..
pokoknya kelas 7Y tetep is the best class deh..
soalnya semua bermula di kelas ini..

pas kenaikan kelas berat bgt rasanya...
soalnya 10 bsd pisah...
hiks,,hiks..
igt bgt dulu sempet ngedrop gara2 pisah kelas...
soalnya pada takut jauh2an..
gue novy gabby jelica empin merlyn masuk ke kelas 8y...
pertama males bgt...
kangen sama 7y kangen sama putri artha oca meidy ..
pokoknya g asik..
tapi emg gitu kalinya jalannya,lama2 gue seneng di 8Y...
anknya asik2 rame,apalagi ada adi annes c ada dwiki yakob..
pokoknya asiiik...
apalagi wali kelasnya mrs.tunis yg oke abis...pokoknya wali kelas idaman deh..
di kelas ini ya,kita anak2 yg mulai dewasa mulai keliatan jati dirinya...
inget bgt pas gue caper ma DIA ampun deh klo di bygin,malu bgt...
terus novy yg mesra ma mario..
terus yakob yg jdian ma artha..
o iya, di kelas ini kita juga ret2 lho...
ke st clara..
seneng bgt rasanya..
di kelas 8 gue juga pertama x nya ngerasain jadi kandidat ketos lho,ketua osis gitu..
hahaha,walopun g jadi tapi tetep aja bangga..
terus masalah2 mulai dateng deh..
anak 10 bsd sering cekcok..terus berantem antar kelompok juga ada mulai dari the blink, GGJ, CKC,chocolatus,netral ato apalah..
o iya gue juga banyak sakit hati nih di kelas 8 (suaram beut) =P
tapi tetep aja TOP...
yah sking asiknya, seinget gue dulu gue males banget naik ke kelas 9,bukan mo tinggal kelas di kelas 8,tapi gue udah ngerasa klop banget sama ank-anak di kelas 8,,pokonya seneng deh di sekolah,semangat mulu bawaanya,gue inget banget tuh,pas mau perpisahan kenaikan kelas, kelas 8y mesen hokben buat makan sama2...terus kita buat acara perpisahan gitu..
adalah pembacaan kesan pesan, minum fanta sama cocacola..hahahah..kangen..
udah gitu kita beliin hadiah buat mrs. tunis yang lagi hamil..
uuuh..so sweet...
tapi toh akhirnya kita tetep pisah...

lanjut ke kelas 9..
ehm gimana ya jelasinnya..
sebenernya rada2 aneh pertama-tamanya...
tapi yang pertama pada malu2,lama2 malu2in...
sama seperti yg lalu..di kelas ini asik...
ada aja cerita baru setiap hari...
tapi buat gue pribadi..
di kelas ini gue baru bener2 ngerasain jadi remaja....
yang namanya suka ma orng,punya pacar, punya mantan sampe ngerasain jadi jomblo..
hahaha..
di sini gue juga baru tau apa arti sahabat sesungguhnya [ceilah,=))]
berhubung ni kelas terakhir di SMP..
otomatis gue harus ngelewatin yang namanya UN US UP...
sebelum UN masa2nya kita bimbel sampe jam 4 tuh udah biasa...
yang namanya ngeluyur ke rumah temen,gosip di dekolah smpe sore di sekolah ampe di usir ma satpam..
terus proyek pembuatan film dari pak sis yang sampe sekarang g selese2...
pertama x nya gue deket ma dia..
terus pas kita foto2 sebelum UN..
persiapan buku tahunan..
terus lat2 praktek sambil maen2
pas amy jadian ma bernard..
pas gue ma jelica fashion show di perayaan paskah..
pokoknya semua terjadi di kelas 9..
suka duka,sedih seneng...
nyampur di sini...
sekarang kita lagi sibuk buat acara perpisahan dan wisuda kita...
hem...
mungkin emg bener kata orang...
pertemuan di ciptakan supaya ada perpisahan...

hem,,,,
for them...
well,you guys make me knew about life, you all gave me a happiness every day, a little lesson every week,and a little story who make me feel like a happiers girl in the world,even suddenly you all can make me sad and depression..
but,,,
i still love you all,i love are memory, i love angkatan 15 SMP ST.BELLARMINUS..
hope we can build are friendship until forever..
i will miss you all..=')

the sky is so beautifull last night..^^

yeah, its true...
like a picture up there...(i'm not lie,its really2 happen)
tadi malem gue di sms oca suruh ngeliat langit di luar...
and you know what..
the sky is so ""WOW""...
there are many star and there are banana moon too (bulan sabit maksudnya)
its so amazing...
its so cool...
jarang2 kan sekarang ada pemandangan gitu di jakarta yang penuh dengan polusi..
wew,i hope i can saw it for once more with my lovely people..<3 style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;">

lets singing!!

Goodbye
Miley Cyrus

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

(Chorus)
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
Cause I know I'm waisting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
That time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye
Saying goodbye
Oooh
Goodbye

i have boy friend?? you think...

wkwkwkwkwkwk....
kyaknya emg gue terikat sama janji gue ke ibu gue pas di MM pas gue kelas 6...
itu masih nempel banget di otak gue..
gue bilang gini ke nyokap ...

r: ma, ni ya, raras janji nggak bakal pacaran ato suka ma co sampe nanti raras udah kerja
m: beneran?
r: iya bneran,abis males bgt deh kyak emba2 ama mas2 yg tadi di bioskop *ini abis keluar dari bioskop
m: oke mama catat tgl hari ini (tglnya gue lupa), pokoknya kamu g pacaran sampe dapet kerja ya..
r: oke ma, pegang janji raras

klo gue igt2 tu janji gue jadi malu sama diri gue sekarang...
bygin aja sekarang gue udah punya mantan 1...
terus setiap ngeliat cowok cihuy gue lgsg beyayakan *bhsa apa coba..

wuwu,pokoknya gue ingkar bgt dah...
membohongi ortu..
mknnya itu ampe sekarang gue ogah pacaran lagi...
udah bohongin ortu,pulsa jadi sekarat,abis itu jdi bahan ceng2an...
itu bagi gue...
mungkin bagi mereka yang menjalin cinta kasih *halah itu beda...

mknnya nnti2 aja deh gue pacarannya...(padahal pengen juga sih di perhatiin co gitu,apalagi macam dia gitu ,wkwkwk) *mupeng
pas udah mapan..
wkwkwk...
kapan tau..

yah liat nanti dah..
bisa g gue pegang janji gue yg baru atau malah gue ngingkarin lagi??
who knows?

Nggak kasian sama badanya ya mbak?

hari ini gue pulang naik angkot sendiri...
uhm,everyday maybe..
but today i met a stupid woman in angkot *apacoba...wkwkwk..=)
jadi tadi angkot 02 tu kosong, ehm g kosong2 amat sih, cuma ada gue, 1 ank co, sama 3 siswi2 islam gitulah pokoknya,jadi cuma 5 orang ditambah abngnya jadi 6 orang di angkot itu...
trus naiklah seorang embak2 gitu, umurnya 20an lah kira2, kyknya mo pergi kerja gitu diliat dari seragamnya, tampangnya baek gitu, gue senyum dia juga bales senyum..
oke jalan lagi kan...
nah,turunlah satu persatu penumpang yang lain..tinggal gue ma mbak2 tadi...
hening...
tiba2 ada suara kresek2, gue ngelirik dikit, ternyata ni embak2 ngeluarin sesuatu dari tasnya...
taukah apa yang diambilnya sodara2??
ternyata ROKOK, dan rokoknya ini adalah rokok kretek,tau kan rokok yang biasa di isep ma abg2 truk sambil ngopi..wkwkwkwk...pen ketawa tapi gue tahan...
asap semerbak,mulai penuh dah ni angkot dengan bau asep...
si abang angkotnya mungkin terganggu, mknnya dia ngeliat lewat kaca apalah itu namanya...
gue bisa liat dia geleng2..secara ni abangya aja tuh g ngerokok..
o iya balik lagi..
ya jadi si embaknya dengan santai tetep ngisep, gue mulai sesek napas dah,secara gue punya asma..
pen turun tapi rumah masih jauh..
jadilah gue paksa2in...
selama perjalanan gue mulai berpikir *hahaha bhsanya, ni embak2 g kesian apa yak ma badannya? udah tau rokok menyebabkan kanker penyakit jantung hipertensi kerusakan jantung sama kerusakan janin...dn mungkin masih banyak lagi penyakit2 gara2 rokok...
apalagi ni embak2 masih muda...
dia pikir ngerokok keren yak?lebih banyak jeleknya x daripada bagusnya...
ikut doa aja dah gue buat dia...
moga2 cepet sadar...gue rasa g akan ada yg mau jadi pacarnya...*sok bet yakin..=)



ikut doa dah gue buat dia...

10 bersaudara take a half of my heart..

Jesus,please don"t break our friendship, until we"re growing old...i love them very much..nobody can be like them... nobody..
10 bersaudara is the best partner for me, in junior high school....love you guys...

you"re love is came to late and gone to soon...

GONE TO SOON
MJ

like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky

Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One DayGone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy BeachGone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

dedicated to my garu, who always make me crush and sickness in same time..

your promise,is bullshit...

Forever & Always

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so
Oh, oh

Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

And I stare at the phone he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always!


And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always,
Yeah!

song is the day..

i will survive!!!

first I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

2 is better than 1

Two Is Better Than One Lyrics


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
<3

congratulation guys!!!

i want to say:::

Congratulation for Milka deviani and Atar Simanjuntak,because they are couple now...
i"m happy to hear that...
Langgeng ya klian...
..xoxoxo..

9x never die!!

yup!!this is it,picture of my favorite class in my whole life...

9x!!!!yuhhhhuuuu....<3


wali kelas keramat ini adalah tuan siswanto, guru Bahasa Indonesia yang suka banget bilang "ini anak tk aja bisa" pas kita lagi bahas soal BI,kadang2 sebel banget sama senyum liciknya,tapi untuk keseluruhan dia TOP lah...
we love you mr.brown *nama bekennya (hahaha)..di 9x berbagai jenis manusia tumplek blek disini,9x gitu lhoo..
dari yang normal ampe rada-rada, dari yang bawel ampe yang pendiem,dari bentuk fisik yang berbeda-beda *ya iyalah hahaha..
pokoknya 24 anak penghuni kelas ini semua punya keunikan + kelebihan masing *termasuk guelah..^^
ni kelas menurut gue ajib beut dah, ada satu gank isinya si juli,milka,nana,ratih sama opi,ni anak 2 sering bgt di tegur guru gara2 kerajinan ngobrol,ckckcckck...tobat nak..
ada si empin ketua kelas paling "wow" yang kadang2 ikut2an sesat pas nggak ada guru..yah iblisnya sesatnya si merlyn temen gue yang klo ketawa mengerikan, melebihi mak kunti...
o ya,ada juga fannie yamg soulmate-an sama livia..pokoknya ni anak lengket bgt,kemana2 berdua,udah kaya cat and dog...hahaha..
ada juga sepasang kekasih yang suka curi2 kesempatan pacaran di kelas, ya sapa lagi kalo bukan michael si cina cabul *ampun bang, sama gabby si otak jenius,untungnya mereka berdua sama2 pinter jadi g ngaruh ke pelajaran *hahaha..
di barisan depan ada tua *aslinya sih daniel tua tapi kalo pake daniel kebagusan sama ada upil *nama aslinya sih stevan filipus tapi mungkin karena badannya kecil jadi di panggil upil dah..mereka berdua di tambah glen sering banget berantem,apalagi kalo udah ngatain nama orang tua,beeeuh...
o iya klo untuk ngata2in, di 9x juga ada jagonya, dialah atar...ckckcck...satu..seharusnya kurangin dikit tuh ucapan kotornya..
hem,siapa lagi ya,o iya ada juga dwiki yang solumate-an sama annes yang umurnya di atas rata2 dari seluruh siswa SMP,terus demen bgt sama fannie,mario yang sampe sekarang masih jadi musuh gue (g usah di bhas oke) ma philip yang eeehm,lupakan...pokoknya mereka kalo udah bersatu,kayak ibu2 arisan yang cereweeeeeeet banget...kayaknya adaaaaaa aja yang di bicarain...
gue yang duduk sebaris sama mereka ampe bingung, tapi untungnya mereka tetep fokus sama pelajaran..apalagi untuk urusan matematika, mata pelajaran yang sampe sekarang belom bersahabat sama gue,dwiki sama philip jago...ckckckcck,masih g terima sih gue kalah dari mereka..
fiuuuuh,banyak banget kejadian2 seru selama kita belajar bareng2....mungkin gue ceritain kapan2...

9x the best dah pokoknya...
gue mau kalo di suruh ngulang dari semester satu lagi di kelas ini...^^

she will be a great ballerina in future

hahahah,akhirnya masuk juga fotonya...
ini keshia,adek kembar gue yang ce,kembarannya tuh cowok namanya kendra...
foto ini di ambil pas dia mau pentas ballet di TIM untuk kenaikan level di namarina..
well,i'm proud of him..i wish she can be the great ballerina in the future...xoxoxo

need romantic time

pengen banget nntn ni film,g kesampean2...
kata orang-orang filnya bagus..
hiks...
kemaren mo beli yng bajakan kasetnya masih jelek..
wuwuwuwu...
siapapun,,tolonglah saya...pliss2...pinjem dong yang punya..
apa nggak beliin saya yg original..

i love this song so much

NEVER KNEW I NEEDED

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

dedicated to my garu...<3