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"I love you,"

"In every word you say"

                                                           ....I love you too, I hope I always do .

I keep thinking that it's not goodbye, keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Graduation day FV1'53 in Sport Club Kelapa Gading, June 5th 2013

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change, keep on thinking things will always be the same

But, when we leave this year we won't be coming back no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say, you better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still trying to break every single rules

And I keep thinking of the night in June, I didn't know much of love,but it came too soon

And There was me and you, and then it got real blue, stay at home talkin' on the telephone and

we would get so excited, then we'd get so scared. Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?

Yes, highschool is officially over. I'm officially graduated from Fons Vitae 1. I don't know whether should be happy or not. School over means time to say goodbye and goodbye means separation. And I always hate any kind of separation.

Gimana ya, dari kemaren udah sensitif banget kalo ngomongin perpisahan. Sedih karena tau ya SMA emang beneran udah kelar, masih gak rela dan gak percaya.

Gue rasa semua anak yang baru graduate ngerasain gini. Ngerasain rasanya bener-bener nggak mau pisah sama orang-orang yang udah sama-sama kita selama 3 tahun, yang ngeliat semua perubahan-perubahan kita. 

Maunya sih gak pisah cepet-cepet.... maunya. 

But, life still running and won't stop, yes?

Semua udah punya masa depan masing-masing.

We're gonna walk on different track from now on. Well, maybe yang namanya perpisahan emang udah bagian dari hidup, udah sepaket.

So, I'm not gonna curse time because he walk so damn fast.

Everythings change, but memories stay.

Chin up, head up and let us shout together "Hello future, surprise us!"

So, congratulation again EXPECTATO, may the odds be ever in your favor :)

As we go on, we remember, all the times we had together 

And as our lives change, come whatever........

........we will still be, friends forever

Tidak Terganti

10 Bersaudara is back in town fellas!!
Lagi sering-seringnya main sama mereka nih. Dari pas ulang tahun Meidy sampe kemaren main di Pantai.
Udah jalan 6 tahun kita sahabatan setiap ketemu kayaknya masih sama-sama aja, nggak ada yang berubah. Seneng deh.
Pas nulis post ini, sebenernya agak flashback gitu ke jaman SMP.
Lucu aja inget jamannya kita bersepuluh ke kantin bareng, nongkrong di Bu Gendut sampe sore, pulang naik angkot bareng, rapat (cuma 10 Bersaudara yang tau ini maksudnya apa), terus pas kita bener-bener bersepuluh ditempatin di regu sakura pas pramuka.
Ada sih jamannya kita berantem-berantem kecil gitu, cuma ya sekarang memori berantem nggak jelas itu justru jadi bahan ketawaan kalo lagi ngumpul.

Jadi pengen kumpul lagi.......

“Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.” 

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them"

"Friendship isn't a big thing, it's a million little things"

We'll be friends forever, won't we?

Lulus

Angkatan #53 SMA Fons Vitae 1, Marsudirini

It's a wrap fellas, EXPECTATO FV1'13 LULUS 100%

Terimakasih atas kerjasama-nya selama 3 tahun ya #53

Congratulation, we survived high school and ended our very best moment of life, together.

But right now, these moments are not stories, this is happening

I remembered that day

You parked your car on a roadside, with a lake and a field as our view

Yeah, you took me to your favorite place, which mean you kept your promise

We just sitting there and talked about our things. And it was nice, very, very nice.

We laughed in many things.Yes we do, like there is no limit for us to laugh about anything in around us

Until we talked about our time. 

1 month to go.

And it's getting hard to pretend that I was strong enough to face it. No, I'm not. 

There are so many things that crumble in my mind. There are too many "What if..?"  

Well, in that time you saw me trying so hard to not cry. You just staring at in silence.

In a second time you pull me in to your hug, I feel you kissed my hair for a couple times and suddenly said,
 "it's okay, we will be alright, we can fight the distance if we stay together"

Honestly, it was surprised me, because you know, this is not our thing. We're not kind of a romantic people.

But, I have to admit that i loved it, i loved being in around your arms. I feel safe.

I feel so much better, and I know that we can through this, together.

I realized that I already fall in to you. Deep.

The best thing that I know now is you're exist and you're mine

The Final Page Episode

“The Robin”
Step 1:  Admit to yourself that you still have feelings for this girl
Step 2:  Choose the completely wrong moment to make a move and get shot down on purpose
Step 3:  Agree that you two don’t work, locking the door on any future you have together
Step 4:  Robin goes nuts
Step 5:  Find the person that annoys Robin the most in the world (Patrice) and ask for her help
Step 6:  Check with doctor about possible broken ribs after big hug from Patrice
Step 7:  Pretend to be dating Patrice
Step 8:  Wait until Robin inevitably breaks into your apartment to show the Playbook to Patrice
Step 9:  After Robin shows Patrice the Playbook pretend to have a fight
Step 10:  Show your “loyalty” to Patrice by burning the Playbook; besides you don’t need it anymore
Step 11:  Wait for your friends to stage an intervention for Robin
Step 12:  Tell only Ted about your intentions to propose to Patrice
Step 13:  Wait and see if Ted tells Robin, and if he does, it means your best bro in the world has let her go and given you his blessing
Step 14:  Robin arrives at her favorite spot in the city, and finds this page to the playbook
Step 15:  Robin realizes she’s standing under mistletoe

Robin: “Seriously, Barney? Even you — even someone as certifiably insane as you — must realize this is to far! You lied to me, manipulated me for weeks. Do you really think I could kiss you after that? Do you really think I could trust you after that? This, this is proof of why we don’t work,  why we’ll never work. So thank you. You set me free. How could I be with a man who thinks that this trick, this enormous lie could ever make me want to date him again?
Barney: Turn it over.

Step 16:  Hope she says yes. 

“Robin Sherbatsky, will you marry me?”
“Yes.”

This episode absolutely be my all time favorite. No doubt.

Barney & Robin

Barney:	I'm done. You don't have to worry anymore.
Robin:	What do you mean?
Barney:	I'm done. Trying to get you. I can't do it anymore. I'm sorry it's taken me this long to figure it out, but I promise... I'm done making a fool of myself.
Robin:	Barney, you haven't been making a fool out of yourself-
Barney:	It's okay, it's okay. I want it to be okay. So here's what's gonna happen: I'm gonna get us two drinks, come back and comment on the likely size and color of the nipples on that redhead at the bar... with the big, dark nipples... And you're gonna be grossed out, but you're gonna laugh a little anyway, and then you'll tell a funny story about 'that bitch Patrice' at work, but neither of us are gonna say "Hey, how's it going? Good to see you!" because, it really will be good to see you. Think we can swing that?
Robin:	Yeah. I do.
Barney:	Badass.

Sometimes, you have to realize that you've been fooling around while trying to get something that you want. You gave your very best shot and try to make your own self think and believe you can have anything you want. But it's not, that's not how the things work. 

You have to open your eyes wider, dude.